Deviant Login Shop  Join deviantART for FREE Take the Tour
×

More from deviantART



Details

Submitted on
April 8
Link
Thumb

Stats

Views
917 (9 today)
Favourites
1 (who?)
Comments
25
×

:: New checkup and no more hospitalization! ::

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 8, 2014, 5:06 AM
:w00t: Hello, guys!!
Sorry if i was not reply on your comments on journals, but here you are some news! Remember previous journal: fav.me/d7bys9f
Yesterday I made the checkup, and now i'm not allowed for the hospitalization (due to financial cuts of my region, again this burocracy shit). Anyway, I lost 20kg in those months (to get to my normal weight i have to lose about 40kg), although I have moments of not controlling about my eating disorder, every time I return to reason, I think about how I'm better now and I've always had a hard time because of that.
I think of all the people who love me, how my sister supports me and helps me patiently, and how deluderei them all, first and foremost myself, even if I lost this battle. And I also think of us a people who hate me, how to enjoy seeing me fail ... And one day in meet they with all my strength and healed, with my dazzling smile. :evillaugh:

I admit to being happy to know to stay home, not that I jumped the enthusiasm to return to the auxological hospital. Of course, I will continue my journey with the checkups and meeting with the doctors, so i don't give up and i'm more motivated to keep going, especially finally i feel so happy and full of vitality... Fucking yeah!!! :headbang:

You may consider me as a rude person, but honestly, heard some people complain only to be pitied is really irritating. I respect the problems of each person (everyone fights own personal war), but I have never endured the "crocodile tears." There are bigger problems than to waste time doing the "victims" rather than fight and be successful. And then, to be people of great inspiration for other people. We are surrounded by negativity. We do not need another of it, soooo.... Bitch, please, change your behavior, because be "victim" is an easy way for to be alone with your dirty soul, and here, your tears become real! :)


:: COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!! ::


So, due to it, now i have time to manage my work, and here you are the good news: commissions are open! I actually working on a tattoo design commissioned, so yep, i have time and way to make them, so if you're interested, feel free to check here on my website:


Please, read all info and options for to accept commission.
Click Here for status Art-Trades


I remeber you, if interested in Original Artworks, Prints and more Gadget simply follow the links below the journal and ID. SHOP on my website is temporarily closed due to new manteinance and update.
I update new special items on Etsy store so feel free to check it! :meow:



Cheers! :heart:
-Stefania -



Add a Comment:
 
:iconkiraamiel:
KiraAmiel Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2014   Traditional Artist
:) un abbraccio di incoraggiamento! :heart: :hug:
Reply
:iconfanhir:
Fanhir Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Grazie mille, carissima!!! :huggle: :heart:
Reply
:iconkiraamiel:
KiraAmiel Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2014   Traditional Artist
:D :huggle:
Reply
:iconphilluppus:
Philluppus Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014   General Artist
be strong , dear Stefani , wishing you all positive thoughts :heart:
Reply
:iconfanhir:
Fanhir Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you so much, dearest Phil!! :heart: :love:
So many hugs!
Reply
:iconmayumiogihara:
MayumiOgihara Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
You're a fighter, Stefania, and I'm so proud of you! :hug:
Reply
:iconfanhir:
Fanhir Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Too much kindness, dearest Mayumi! :P Eh eh, thankies! Hugs! :huggle: :love:
Reply
:iconmayumiogihara:
MayumiOgihara Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
:hug:
Reply
:icondragonbellum92-dp:
DragonBellum92-DP Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
da su, vinci questa "guerra mondiale"! ^^

Allora, la mia buona notizia ho l'inchiostro di China Diamantato della W&N. ;D
Reply
:iconfanhir:
Fanhir Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Ovvio che sė! Sono partita in quarta e ci resto! :eager: :headbang:

Ma beeeneeee, visto che bell'effetto che ha quella china? :D
Reply
Add a Comment: